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A New Spiritual Journey in College
or a girl who had been raised by Christian
Fparents, church became a routine, and going
to fellowship was part of our family’s weekly
agenda. Missing fellowship on Fridays here
at RHCCC felt unnatural for my brother and I.
Going to church on Fridays and Sundays was
so ingrained in my family’s routine that I never
stopped to ponder on why I went to church. I
realized that, obviously, church is a place to
meet with other believers and to worship God
toegther as one body; fellowship is where
we share, learn, and grow with one another.
However, when I was little, these reasons
alone didn’t draw me to fellowship, I was more
attracted to spending time with friends, playing
games, and social events. These factors have
become precious memories; however, with a
peaceful life under protective parents, I didn’t
feel the impact of the faith in my life.
Entering college was definitely a major change
in my life. College served as an expansion of
my limited view of the real world. I was not
only vulnerable to the different viewpoints
adults had but also pushed to examine my own
beliefs and reasons behind the Christian point
of view. As a young believer, I often based my
faith on experience. Throughout high school,
God had drawn me close to him by answering
my prayers and overwhelming my family with
His love. I felt I had a solid foundation built on
my witness of God’s love as I would constantly
be reminded of such experiences. However,
it was through college that I discovered that
there was more to my faith that I lacked:
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knowledge. I faced professors who clearly
demonstrated their rejection of Christianity and
provoked discussions that resulted in students
questioning themselves. My English class
had discussions on topics such as whether
evil existed or whether evil was necessary to
achieve success. The topics seemed ridiculous
and obvious yet some students were baffled
when confronted with such questions. I believe
it was specifically through my English class
that I realized just how blind people can be
when they are without God, whose laws can
serve as a clear guideline in our lives. Aside
from professors, I also encountered peers
who questioned morality. I remembered a
student whom I worked with in a group asked,
“what makes rape wrong?” He knew rape
was condemned by authorities as well as the
public, but he didn’t understand why it was
condemned. Entering college, my eyes were
opened to how lost a world without God can be.
I also found that it was impossible to answer
their questions if they didn’t believe in God’s
existence. In order to answer such questions, I
knew I had to learn how to approach the topic
of God with a nonbeliever and equip myself
with knowledge. I was-- and still am-- lacking
in many aspects of the Christian viewpoint. As
a community college student who commuted,
this restricted me from joining a reliable and
secure Christian fellowship. It was through
these realizations that I discovered how blessed
I am to have a college fellowship that can help
us grow together in our faith.
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